I’m reading Gloria Anzaldua right now, and she speaks of
Nepantla as an in-between space, explicitly referencing Victor Turner and
Arnold Van Gennep (28). It’s almost as Nepantla is a ritual space of some sort.
But she speaks of Nepantla in very spiritual terms, more like how Some would
speak of spiritual experience. Nepantla is “the connective tissue” (28). “Nepantla,”
she says, is the bridge between the material and the immaterial; the point of
contact y el lugar between ordinary and spirit realities” (28). It’s more than
ritual. It’s Spirit, capital S. She says, “Nepantla is also where spiritual
transformation or rebirth happens during visionary states of consciousness” (28-29).
When someone, as in Some, goes into the middle space, they enter Nepantla.
This intersects with my methodological principle of structure
and fluidity. All of life is a collection of structure and fluidity. Going too
far in either direction results in a loss of life. And both are necessary. In
the human body, some parts have more structure, like bones, and others have
more fluidity, like the marrow. But both are necessary in different balances
and qualities.
Humankind constructs categories. Categories are not
necessarily bad. Structure enables social energy. Without some structure, an individual
or community slips into undifferentiated primordial ooze. Ooze can’t do. Ooze
needs to evolve into a bounded cell, then into differentiating cells, then into
differentiating tissues, organs, and systems to form complex life. Likewise,
categories of here and there, alive and dead, now and later are created to
facilitate energy and movement.
But structure also limits. Structure keeps one part of
knowledge apart from another. Perhaps Nepantla is the structure itself, the
connective tissue, the information superhighway. It keeps discreet categories.
But sometimes we need those categories need to interact. By stepping into
Nepantla, we find a place that is neither here nor there. Nepantla is all and
in all. Nepantla is within you already. Nepantla is among you.
In the case of healing, structure keeps us from using the
wrong herb for the wrong ailment. Eat the wrong mushroom, and you die. When you
die, you are ritually put into the category of people which is not among the
living. But sometimes this structure can be too strong, keeping communities
from using the right herb or mushroom for the right ailment. By entering into
Nepantla, a tribal medicine worker can find the connections which facilitate
healing. The medicine worker can connect past boundaries of life and death
because, in some way, these are categories constructed by the brain and the
community. They aren’t bad categories, and they are based in reality. But
sometimes they need to be transgressed.
In some way, then, Nepantla is queer. Nepantla is where normativity
is removed. Walls are broken down. New connections are possible.
On the flip side, some queer theologians seem to describe
queer as destroying all boundaries. That’s not an unreasonable description: in
a world where boundaries have betrayed us, it’s necessary to queery them. I
think where I’m at now is that complete lack of boundary is necessary, possible,
or even desirable. A removal of boundaries for a time is necessary, but all
political movement requires boundaries of some sort. Organization. Community organizing.
This is a form of boundaries focusing social energy toward political
liberation.
Nepantla isn’t a place many can live. In Nepantla, without
boundaries, the structure of time and space itself is broken down. To have all
of time and space in sensory perception at the same time would be an overload. In
general, we cast a circle, create a ritual vessel, enter for a time to reshape
relationships and knowledge, then we open the circle again, releasing the
energy we’ve brought together for a time. To remain in Nepantla would leave one
unable to act in the world, possibly unable to communicate. All the stories of
the oracles involve priests who interpret the confusing words of the oracles. Sometime
the priests are corrupt. But intermediary between the social world and the boundless
world is necessary. The intermediary can be the oracle themself, unless they
remain in the in-between.
Even for those of us who practice cultivating a sense of the
presence of God, God is bounded in some way. We anthropomorphize God. This isn’t
necessarily bad. Christianity teaches that God anthropomorphized Godself. The
Epistles describe this as kenosis. In
the Bible, God appeared as humankind to Moses (showing Moses God’s anthropomorphized
backside), to Jacob as the Angel of the Lord, to Elijah in the still small
voice, to the prophets as the Ancient of Days, and to John as the Lamb who was
slain. God has to be bounded to be known in the land of knowing. But humankind
has to release its boundaries to know God in the land of unknowing (and thus
knowing), Nepantla.
Is Nepantla ritual? Not exactly. A better question would be
whether ritual could be surprising. If ritual is something unordinary, always
instigated by humans, there’s less a chance that it could surprise individuals
or communities. But Joy is often surprising. Can one be surprised by ritual?
One might be surprised when they find themself in Nepantla. They might be
surprised by joy. Maybe ritual can usher us into Nepantla. But ritual may not
be the only way to get there.
I think this also intersects creativity and “unblocking” a
la Julia Cameron. Her method is a different way of getting to the “in between,”
the information superhighways that structure the brain. By moving from the categories
to the connectors, we enable new neural pathways to form. The pathways were
always potential, always there. But moving in a new way on the path “unblocks.”
Sometimes highly creative people are stereotyped as having
poor social skills due to their introversion. Sometimes artists are seen as
being disconnected from the public they supposedly serve. Both of these may be
true in some cases. But maybe, as oracles need a priests, artistic oracles may
be living their lives in the “in between” to the extent that they need a
translator of some sort to interface with society at large.
I think this is the artistic way of describing Gordon
Lathrop’s juxtaposition. We place objects from different categories side by
side to enable new connections. Liturgy intentionally juxtaposes. But we have
juxtaposed the same things for so long (and we have mischaracterized texts as
unchangeable) that we have lost their ability to bring us into that middle
space where we can be surprised by joy. Work must be done to shake the
mischaracterizations.
I’ve done a lot of exploring here, and Anzaldua certainly
means more by Nepantla than what I am picking up on. For me, all of these
connections showed themselves suddenly as the categories in my brain connected
in a new ways. Anzaldua, queer theory, liturgy, creativity, aesthetics juxtaposed
is creative and productive. Now, how do we draw the many into this exploration?
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